Hello earthlings.

I'm back again.

Had been such a long time since I post.

Missing me? Hahaha.

Many things happen.

I'm getting my flat with my boyfriend!!!!

at punggol water banks!!!

waiting 2015 to come!!!!!

i'm so stress!!!

today is my last day of duty.





:) have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.


maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope. rubbish. cant stand it. just a hair cut. do u have to make such a big fuss abt it?
u told me i didnt care abt ur feeling? what abt mine?

i dont think im in the wrong, at all!

pls dont be too much, i wont always follow ur ways. 尔奇说：有了喜欢的人，就会有弱点，因为，多了份牵挂。

感觉好真实，可以和最爱的人一起。
我很珍惜，但常常忽略小细节，让他伤心~

我会很珍惜很珍惜你的:) found a interior design job. nothing was easy in the first place, imma noob for that.
so so so. did some practice on drawing some houses template:)
and have to memorize all the price and what we are doing for the package. challenging tho.

mummy & daddy went genting ytd, miss them soooo much~ :(

hmm. nth much. shall post another time~

:> irritating life, let me bang the wall pls.
feel so stress,feel like smashing something. the world so realistic. knn
mummy say me unrealistic bf say its time for me to grow up, i am so immature. thinking only myself.
fml. any ways to release my stress? dont be foolish, i wont do anything stupid. if any of u happen to read it. those hu go die then stupid. kns, if this is my blog and i cannot write anything then i open blog fr what. u think everything can use discuss then settle. if i say out u the one cannot tahan. aiya. i dunno la. all u all think i am too self centered, ok then so be it. im a baby. only know how to complain.. yaya. i really think hard enuf le ok! i going to blast liao le leh!!!! let me have a peace of mine pls pls pls pls pls!!!!!

its not i dont want!!!!!! is ppl dont want.
its not i give up!!!!!!! its ppl give up me.
whatever. i just wan spent time wit u, is it that difficult, u every time say not feeling well.so i've learn, cus u say b4, u wan to rest means u dont wan me, to come over. what the fcuk can i do then. i need to vent my anger ok! cannot do this cannot do that. u wan me understand u, but, hhave u ever ever try to understand me? dont u know, even is just in the hse, i can jus do my own stuff, u dnt have to entertain me,even go home, im willing to go down by myself!
now! i am not happy, u more unhappy?! wtf is this? play vb then u wan acc me go? for every word u say, pls be responsible for it. i actually would know, sunday is not the day u will come out, cant u jus apologize and say sorry u was not feeling well. i take each of ur words seriously. but in the end it was nth. altho sometimes i expected u would say this, but i still try to ask again, see there is any chance of changes.
i am those hu need much sense of secure person, if u think ur presence is much of sense of secure. u are totally wrong. words can be a type of sense of secure. tell u also no use. u dont listen. even u listen. u dont take it seriously.

hais, nvm. perhaps, u will nvr understand my feelings. i suppose wont understand urs too. i know im not perfect! ok!

:to every guy.
don meet then dont meet lor. big deal. u'll be sorry when u know how horrible is ur mistake it.

u would prefer ur brothers then ur girl, that is totally reasonable. i understand this. forget it. u'll nvr understand what i want, even i told u! im a selfish girl.
i didnt know, it was such a pain in my ass. FaToday was Valentine.. but. Feeling empty. Lol!! Maybe both of us were broke?

Anyway, when I was very young, I always love to imagine when I have a partner to be my Valentine. Think think think think. Haha. Princess imagination. Only happens in comics. Indeed. Comics leads to many romantic imagination:) but sadly, it doesn't happen.

I'm happy wit my love life now:) but, on a special day like this, I just feel I'm not in the mood. It's difficult not to see Sooooo many couples, when majority girls held on a bouquet of flowers, or even Jus one. Even balloons! Haha. Maybe I'm too childish to think of it? Not necessary maybe?
But when ever pass by a girl with flowers, I will kept looking.. dunno what im thinking, kinda disappointed maybe. I know he wasn't a very romantic. But I just can't hide my emptiness. So feeling quite down on sun, even today.

Valentine actually meant a lot to a girl. Maybe to guys its Jus a normal day. So they don't bother to make an effort to do anything. Even a small handicrafts? Maybe I'm asking too much again.... Hais. I don't wish every time I have to pursuded myself to forget it every time.. its hard and sad...

It doesn't matters how long have been. I hope the thoughts is there. But the worst thing is, I dint even feel it. That's the sad part. Love is not for granted. It's how u work it out. I admit. I have imperfect side.. I'm working out.. trying to be better. Not emotional or whatever

I shall not have Valentine days ever.. since everyday is the same.
I may sound immature. But, that's what I think. Some things, i just can't say it out. Expecting is a very difficult job.. tiring too.. seriously, i need a spare phone badly!!!!

Movie @ Cine. The green hornet again. Lol. Enjoyed today! Dinner wit my 2 Sista ltr at nex!:) woot!!!!

Hello earthlings.

I'm back again.

Had been such a long time since I post.

Missing me? Hahaha.

Many things happen.

I'm getting my flat with my boyfriend!!!!

at punggol water banks!!!

waiting 2015 to come!!!!!

i'm so stress!!!

today is my last day of duty.





:) have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.


maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope. rubbish. cant stand it. just a hair cut. do u have to make such a big fuss abt it?
u told me i didnt care abt ur feeling? what abt mine?

i dont think im in the wrong, at all!

pls dont be too much, i wont always follow ur ways. 尔奇说：有了喜欢的人，就会有弱点，因为，多了份牵挂。

感觉好真实，可以和最爱的人一起。
我很珍惜，但常常忽略小细节，让他伤心~

我会很珍惜很珍惜你的:) found a interior design job. nothing was easy in the first place, imma noob for that.
so so so. did some practice on drawing some houses template:)
and have to memorize all the price and what we are doing for the package. challenging tho.

mummy & daddy went genting ytd, miss them soooo much~ :(

hmm. nth much. shall post another time~

:> irritating life, let me bang the wall pls.
feel so stress,feel like smashing something. the world so realistic. knn
mummy say me unrealistic bf say its time for me to grow up, i am so immature. thinking only myself.
fml. any ways to release my stress? dont be foolish, i wont do anything stupid. if any of u happen to read it. those hu go die then stupid. kns, if this is my blog and i cannot write anything then i open blog fr what. u think everything can use discuss then settle. if i say out u the one cannot tahan. aiya. i dunno la. all u all think i am too self centered, ok then so be it. im a baby. only know how to complain.. yaya. i really think hard enuf le ok! i going to blast liao le leh!!!! let me have a peace of mine pls pls pls pls pls!!!!!

its not i dont want!!!!!! is ppl dont want.
its not i give up!!!!!!! its ppl give up me.
whatever. i just wan spent time wit u, is it that difficult, u every time say not feeling well.so i've learn, cus u say b4, u wan to rest means u dont wan me, to come over. what the fcuk can i do then. i need to vent my anger ok! cannot do this cannot do that. u wan me understand u, but, hhave u ever ever try to understand me? dont u know, even is just in the hse, i can jus do my own stuff, u dnt have to entertain me,even go home, im willing to go down by myself!
now! i am not happy, u more unhappy?! wtf is this? play vb then u wan acc me go? for every word u say, pls be responsible for it. i actually would know, sunday is not the day u will come out, cant u jus apologize and say sorry u was not feeling well. i take each of ur words seriously. but in the end it was nth. altho sometimes i expected u would say this, but i still try to ask again, see there is any chance of changes.
i am those hu need much sense of secure person, if u think ur presence is much of sense of secure. u are totally wrong. words can be a type of sense of secure. tell u also no use. u dont listen. even u listen. u dont take it seriously.

hais, nvm. perhaps, u will nvr understand my feelings. i suppose wont understand urs too. i know im not perfect! ok!

:to every guy.
don meet then dont meet lor. big deal. u'll be sorry when u know how horrible is ur mistake it.

u would prefer ur brothers then ur girl, that is totally reasonable. i understand this. forget it. u'll nvr understand what i want, even i told u! im a selfish girl.
i didnt know, it was such a pain in my ass. FaToday was Valentine.. but. Feeling empty. Lol!! Maybe both of us were broke?

Anyway, when I was very young, I always love to imagine when I have a partner to be my Valentine. Think think think think. Haha. Princess imagination. Only happens in comics. Indeed. Comics leads to many romantic imagination:) but sadly, it doesn't happen.

I'm happy wit my love life now:) but, on a special day like this, I just feel I'm not in the mood. It's difficult not to see Sooooo many couples, when majority girls held on a bouquet of flowers, or even Jus one. Even balloons! Haha. Maybe I'm too childish to think of it? Not necessary maybe?
But when ever pass by a girl with flowers, I will kept looking.. dunno what im thinking, kinda disappointed maybe. I know he wasn't a very romantic. But I just can't hide my emptiness. So feeling quite down on sun, even today.

Valentine actually meant a lot to a girl. Maybe to guys its Jus a normal day. So they don't bother to make an effort to do anything. Even a small handicrafts? Maybe I'm asking too much again.... Hais. I don't wish every time I have to pursuded myself to forget it every time.. its hard and sad...

It doesn't matters how long have been. I hope the thoughts is there. But the worst thing is, I dint even feel it. That's the sad part. Love is not for granted. It's how u work it out. I admit. I have imperfect side.. I'm working out.. trying to be better. Not emotional or whatever

I shall not have Valentine days ever.. since everyday is the same.
I may sound immature. But, that's what I think. Some things, i just can't say it out. Expecting is a very difficult job.. tiring too.. seriously, i need a spare phone badly!!!!

Movie @ Cine. The green hornet again. Lol. Enjoyed today! Dinner wit my 2 Sista ltr at nex!:) woot!!!!

Rollin' up to the club on the weekend, tylin' out to the beat that you're freakin'. Fantasize on the track that you're tweakin' blow my heart up. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor Queue me up, I'm the twelve on your table I'm so starstruck! So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up? I'm so starstruck Baby could you blow my heart up? Baby now that we're alone, got a request. Would you make me number one on your playlist? Got your dirty headphones with the left side on wanna scratch it back and forth, back and forth, uhuh. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor, put the breakdown first up into the chorus to the verse, bick a bick a reverse Hey, lived all my life really, really is that him? I haven't seen here before, and she got all them big rims It's it like cash flow, my baby don't trip Should shawty say hand over your signature right here.

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