Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 11:12 PM
nothing at all.
yes.
after 20hours. he slept for that long! i just can't believe it! so i had been
neglected for that long. not long to him, but yes to me. i begin to to think
shitly,
rubbishly and
senselessly.
i
need to feel secure as every people does. i am a
super sensitive animal, as u can see. u may think i am selfish, unreasonable, stubborn, and start chanting to me that, everyone needs freedom. yaya. i know i know.
seriously, i can't
tolerate 5 hours
without receiving message from you. but i
waited. ya,
you busy working, you feel tired. but waiting
also can be very tiring. don't say i have
nothing to say you when we talking on phone. i
just showing tempered. say
dun angry to me i will be fine already.
just 2 months only, don't let me feel so
empty can.
i need i need i need to feel real. not only when being with you, but even u not around.
the more i
cry the more i
lose confident in you.
every moment thinking that you will be
gone, because of another person. or i can't
fulfill your wish, but others can. i think everything went to smoothly, i just can't get use to something happen too sudden. please forgive me for my immature, if you got anything that you want to say,
just tell me. i want to be
restricted by you. not
others!!!!
Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 11:12 PM
nothing at all.
yes.
after 20hours. he slept for that long! i just can't believe it! so i had been
neglected for that long. not long to him, but yes to me. i begin to to think
shitly,
rubbishly and
senselessly.
i
need to feel secure as every people does. i am a
super sensitive animal, as u can see. u may think i am selfish, unreasonable, stubborn, and start chanting to me that, everyone needs freedom. yaya. i know i know.
seriously, i can't
tolerate 5 hours
without receiving message from you. but i
waited. ya,
you busy working, you feel tired. but waiting
also can be very tiring. don't say i have
nothing to say you when we talking on phone. i
just showing tempered. say
dun angry to me i will be fine already.
just 2 months only, don't let me feel so
empty can.
i need i need i need to feel real. not only when being with you, but even u not around.
the more i
cry the more i
lose confident in you.
every moment thinking that you will be
gone, because of another person. or i can't
fulfill your wish, but others can. i think everything went to smoothly, i just can't get use to something happen too sudden. please forgive me for my immature, if you got anything that you want to say,
just tell me. i want to be
restricted by you. not
others!!!!
Im so starstruck;;
Rollin' up to the club on the weekend, tylin' out to the beat that you're freakin'.
Fantasize on the track that you're tweakin' blow my heart up. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor
Queue me up, I'm the twelve on your table I'm so starstruck! So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up? I'm so starstruck Baby could you blow my heart up?
Baby now that we're alone, got a request. Would you make me number one on your playlist? Got your dirty headphones with the left side on wanna scratch it back and forth, back and forth, uhuh.
Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor, put the breakdown first up into the chorus to the verse, bick a bick a reverse
Hey, lived all my life really, really is that him?
I haven't seen here before, and she got all them big rims
It's it like cash flow, my baby don't trip
Should shawty say hand over your signature right here.
