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Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 12:22 PM
i am stupid.
silence night. nothing was told. scary loneliness.. so cold, so quiet...
why cant we talk nicely, its not a big problem, you have think too much anyway. things may not be as bad as you think, or, i cant even have my own decision. all these weeks, i've working like hell, just for that little money. friends or you, i dont have time for both. vb is the only thing i cant give up, you know it. but i sacrifices it for my work. you know it, cuz you are one of it. why cant you jus understand and put yourself in my shoes and think for me. i' not blaming you now, jus want you to know.if you are reading, please don't think that you are not good enuf. maybe you'll think that why i jus cant understands your worries. i know. but you think that i don't know. you think jus keep quiet, problem will be solve!!? you think you say let me go ahead and play, after that then turn away... i will go play? i need a listening ear... not a turn away face.......