Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 12:14 AM
Fuck u ppl
I am in super bad mood. Bf chase me home not letting me join supper. I shouldn't have said chase. But I feeling being chase although u deny chase this word. Anyway. I don't fuck care that la. I am this attitude ok. I can't possible to pretend a good girl for too long?. I have a super fuck hot temper and fucking suck character. What u going to do wit that? I can be very gentle at times, but not every times. I am very good at tolerating. But don't u ppl that there's a limit?
Ok letting me rest more is the reason. Ok la. Acceptable! Fine. But U know no matter how many hour I slp I will still feel tired? Jus Like u always says. U don't understand is it. I'm now telling u. I am not tired in physically but in mentally. My soul is Tired of doing things that I don't like. Understand??!!!! I know I have to rest no matter wad. Sorry . I am still playful.
I also have attitute ok. I nvr throw a temper u think I very good discipline ? Sorry and I am not a good kid. Did I disappoint u?
In thr past I have to say I am blind when I in love, every really fall in love idiot do. But now I finally cann see how blind I am. I swear not to repeat the same old stupid fucking stuff ever again. i see the point to leave. But I know. I am jus another fucking idiot.
I have so many many many many tons of grudges to say to let it out. I have so many things to say!!!!! Fuck!!! But i dnt anyone to to tell!!! Can I have a listen hear ONLY? Only listen to what u say!!! I don't nid comments or any fucking ideas. I fuckjng know what am u doing. I jus nid to spill out all my unhappiness!! No matter right or wrong! Can u listen? I scared, one day I really can't take it. A blog is much more useful then a human being. i nid a listen ear.
U don't have to tell mr the world is like this. I know better then anyone of u here. I nid support not harsh words. U fucking understand not!!!! Bet u only think I am just sprouting nonsense, if u are reading this.
My parents wasn't caring seriously. Probably they are not good in words. But at least say something not that harsh? Damn I am seriously damn fucking upset when I go home I have to hear those unwanted stuff. Study wasn't easy for now. I understand working is stressful but I am stressful don't u know? I feel like other choice might suit me. Yeah. I know.
Volleyball used to be my passion. Now I start to feel sick of it. Seriously. No matter in school or outside. There is always one spoiler. Fuck?! In ITE, a VP is useless. Captain is more useless. For what to have this post? Noone listen what. U think I very zai uh. Na bei. I can't do anything ok. If I nvr come then very little ppl come. If I come no ppl listen to why I say. Jus normal drills leh. Fuck sio. Can't u jus get ur Butt up then start moving? I seriously wanted to quit la. But later ppl say I not responsible. I don't care ok. I am not happy in the team. Even outside. I always think big sister should be more matured and easy to get along. Ya right.. Worst then a Ite student. Attitude seriously kns until dunno what to say.
i feel that u are the one, but, i think u want me as the one. sometimes promises counts. i dunid nid u to promise me that u will give me a rich life or any rubbish. but if u think i am not the one, pls say. i am ready to have a long lasting relationship wit my bf, but if u are uncertain, pls pls pls. i have no courage to go on. probably u think that i am too sure abt this. but i jus cant believe in any guys anymore. i getting abnormal after treating like shit after each relationship. i dream abt those unhappiness, woke up wit fear and teared. u know how that feel? i am not a toy, and i am not saying u treating me like a toy ok. i jus feel that i am a person who nid a firm direction. i nid u to guide me, if not pls pass it on.sometimes ur unintentional stabs me deeply. haha. i know i am dramatic. i feel like crying sometimes. i cry every after argue.
like today. i am such a stupid fucking idiot.
我是个很自卑的小孩。恋爱,学业,品行,美貌,我样样不行。我该怎么办?我很需要一双肯聆听我的怨言,不论对或错。你能吗?
above is jus my personal thots, if u are reading pls read and forget. i am not writing this to pick up fight wit u
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 12:14 AM
Fuck u ppl
I am in super bad mood. Bf chase me home not letting me join supper. I shouldn't have said chase. But I feeling being chase although u deny chase this word. Anyway. I don't fuck care that la. I am this attitude ok. I can't possible to pretend a good girl for too long?. I have a super fuck hot temper and fucking suck character. What u going to do wit that? I can be very gentle at times, but not every times. I am very good at tolerating. But don't u ppl that there's a limit?
Ok letting me rest more is the reason. Ok la. Acceptable! Fine. But U know no matter how many hour I slp I will still feel tired? Jus Like u always says. U don't understand is it. I'm now telling u. I am not tired in physically but in mentally. My soul is Tired of doing things that I don't like. Understand??!!!! I know I have to rest no matter wad. Sorry . I am still playful.
I also have attitute ok. I nvr throw a temper u think I very good discipline ? Sorry and I am not a good kid. Did I disappoint u?
In thr past I have to say I am blind when I in love, every really fall in love idiot do. But now I finally cann see how blind I am. I swear not to repeat the same old stupid fucking stuff ever again. i see the point to leave. But I know. I am jus another fucking idiot.
I have so many many many many tons of grudges to say to let it out. I have so many things to say!!!!! Fuck!!! But i dnt anyone to to tell!!! Can I have a listen hear ONLY? Only listen to what u say!!! I don't nid comments or any fucking ideas. I fuckjng know what am u doing. I jus nid to spill out all my unhappiness!! No matter right or wrong! Can u listen? I scared, one day I really can't take it. A blog is much more useful then a human being. i nid a listen ear.
U don't have to tell mr the world is like this. I know better then anyone of u here. I nid support not harsh words. U fucking understand not!!!! Bet u only think I am just sprouting nonsense, if u are reading this.
My parents wasn't caring seriously. Probably they are not good in words. But at least say something not that harsh? Damn I am seriously damn fucking upset when I go home I have to hear those unwanted stuff. Study wasn't easy for now. I understand working is stressful but I am stressful don't u know? I feel like other choice might suit me. Yeah. I know.
Volleyball used to be my passion. Now I start to feel sick of it. Seriously. No matter in school or outside. There is always one spoiler. Fuck?! In ITE, a VP is useless. Captain is more useless. For what to have this post? Noone listen what. U think I very zai uh. Na bei. I can't do anything ok. If I nvr come then very little ppl come. If I come no ppl listen to why I say. Jus normal drills leh. Fuck sio. Can't u jus get ur Butt up then start moving? I seriously wanted to quit la. But later ppl say I not responsible. I don't care ok. I am not happy in the team. Even outside. I always think big sister should be more matured and easy to get along. Ya right.. Worst then a Ite student. Attitude seriously kns until dunno what to say.
i feel that u are the one, but, i think u want me as the one. sometimes promises counts. i dunid nid u to promise me that u will give me a rich life or any rubbish. but if u think i am not the one, pls say. i am ready to have a long lasting relationship wit my bf, but if u are uncertain, pls pls pls. i have no courage to go on. probably u think that i am too sure abt this. but i jus cant believe in any guys anymore. i getting abnormal after treating like shit after each relationship. i dream abt those unhappiness, woke up wit fear and teared. u know how that feel? i am not a toy, and i am not saying u treating me like a toy ok. i jus feel that i am a person who nid a firm direction. i nid u to guide me, if not pls pass it on.sometimes ur unintentional stabs me deeply. haha. i know i am dramatic. i feel like crying sometimes. i cry every after argue.
like today. i am such a stupid fucking idiot.
我是个很自卑的小孩。恋爱,学业,品行,美貌,我样样不行。我该怎么办?我很需要一双肯聆听我的怨言,不论对或错。你能吗?
above is jus my personal thots, if u are reading pls read and forget. i am not writing this to pick up fight wit u
Im so starstruck;;
Rollin' up to the club on the weekend, tylin' out to the beat that you're freakin'.
Fantasize on the track that you're tweakin' blow my heart up. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor
Queue me up, I'm the twelve on your table I'm so starstruck! So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up? I'm so starstruck Baby could you blow my heart up?
Baby now that we're alone, got a request. Would you make me number one on your playlist? Got your dirty headphones with the left side on wanna scratch it back and forth, back and forth, uhuh.
Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor, put the breakdown first up into the chorus to the verse, bick a bick a reverse
Hey, lived all my life really, really is that him?
I haven't seen here before, and she got all them big rims
It's it like cash flow, my baby don't trip
Should shawty say hand over your signature right here.