Tuesday, February 15, 2011 @ 3:06 AM
Happy? not satisfied.
FaToday was Valentine.. but. Feeling empty. Lol!! Maybe both of us were broke?
Anyway, when I was very young, I always love to imagine when I have a partner to be my Valentine. Think think think think. Haha. Princess imagination. Only happens in comics. Indeed. Comics leads to many romantic imagination:) but sadly, it doesn't happen.
I'm happy wit my love life now:) but, on a special day like this, I just feel I'm not in the mood. It's difficult not to see Sooooo many couples, when majority girls held on a bouquet of flowers, or even Jus one. Even balloons! Haha. Maybe I'm too childish to think of it? Not necessary maybe?
But when ever pass by a girl with flowers, I will kept looking.. dunno what im thinking, kinda disappointed maybe. I know he wasn't a very romantic. But I just can't hide my emptiness. So feeling quite down on sun, even today.
Valentine actually meant a lot to a girl. Maybe to guys its Jus a normal day. So they don't bother to make an effort to do anything. Even a small handicrafts? Maybe I'm asking too much again.... Hais. I don't wish every time I have to pursuded myself to forget it every time.. its hard and sad...
It doesn't matters how long have been. I hope the thoughts is there. But the worst thing is, I dint even feel it. That's the sad part. Love is not for granted. It's how u work it out. I admit. I have imperfect side.. I'm working out.. trying to be better. Not emotional or whatever
I shall not have Valentine days ever.. since everyday is the same.
I may sound immature. But, that's what I think. Some things, i just can't say it out. Expecting is a very difficult job.. tiring too..
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011 @ 3:06 AM
Happy? not satisfied.
FaToday was Valentine.. but. Feeling empty. Lol!! Maybe both of us were broke?
Anyway, when I was very young, I always love to imagine when I have a partner to be my Valentine. Think think think think. Haha. Princess imagination. Only happens in comics. Indeed. Comics leads to many romantic imagination:) but sadly, it doesn't happen.
I'm happy wit my love life now:) but, on a special day like this, I just feel I'm not in the mood. It's difficult not to see Sooooo many couples, when majority girls held on a bouquet of flowers, or even Jus one. Even balloons! Haha. Maybe I'm too childish to think of it? Not necessary maybe?
But when ever pass by a girl with flowers, I will kept looking.. dunno what im thinking, kinda disappointed maybe. I know he wasn't a very romantic. But I just can't hide my emptiness. So feeling quite down on sun, even today.
Valentine actually meant a lot to a girl. Maybe to guys its Jus a normal day. So they don't bother to make an effort to do anything. Even a small handicrafts? Maybe I'm asking too much again.... Hais. I don't wish every time I have to pursuded myself to forget it every time.. its hard and sad...
It doesn't matters how long have been. I hope the thoughts is there. But the worst thing is, I dint even feel it. That's the sad part. Love is not for granted. It's how u work it out. I admit. I have imperfect side.. I'm working out.. trying to be better. Not emotional or whatever
I shall not have Valentine days ever.. since everyday is the same.
I may sound immature. But, that's what I think. Some things, i just can't say it out. Expecting is a very difficult job.. tiring too..
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Im so starstruck;;
Rollin' up to the club on the weekend, tylin' out to the beat that you're freakin'.
Fantasize on the track that you're tweakin' blow my heart up. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor
Queue me up, I'm the twelve on your table I'm so starstruck! So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up? I'm so starstruck Baby could you blow my heart up?
Baby now that we're alone, got a request. Would you make me number one on your playlist? Got your dirty headphones with the left side on wanna scratch it back and forth, back and forth, uhuh.
Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor, put the breakdown first up into the chorus to the verse, bick a bick a reverse
Hey, lived all my life really, really is that him?
I haven't seen here before, and she got all them big rims
It's it like cash flow, my baby don't trip
Should shawty say hand over your signature right here.
