Saturday, June 11, 2011 @ 12:45 PM
facts.
have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.
maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope.
Saturday, June 11, 2011 @ 12:45 PM
facts.
have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.
maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope.
Im so starstruck;;
Rollin' up to the club on the weekend, tylin' out to the beat that you're freakin'.
Fantasize on the track that you're tweakin' blow my heart up. Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor
Queue me up, I'm the twelve on your table I'm so starstruck! So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up? I'm so starstruck Baby could you blow my heart up?
Baby now that we're alone, got a request. Would you make me number one on your playlist? Got your dirty headphones with the left side on wanna scratch it back and forth, back and forth, uhuh.
Put your hands on my waist, pull the fader, run it back with original flavor, put the breakdown first up into the chorus to the verse, bick a bick a reverse
Hey, lived all my life really, really is that him?
I haven't seen here before, and she got all them big rims
It's it like cash flow, my baby don't trip
Should shawty say hand over your signature right here.
