have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.


maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope.